Feel.

I have been masturbating a lot lately.
It's not that I haven't been having sex, I have. Eclectic Listener and I have been having a fantastic time fucking each others brains out. It never gets old. The mere thought of his cock makes my mouth and my pussy wet. But, I have still been enjoying the feel of my hand between my legs.

I still stand by what I have said before- giving myself orgasms makes me a better lover. For the most part, I'm comfortable in my own skin. I have grown to love my body with its faults. I love my breasts. How firm they are and when my nipples get hard, my piercings stand out. My full lips. Curves. I think masturbation is at least partly responsible for this. It's hard not to love your body when it brings you such exquisite pleasure.

Cumming. Over and over.

Eclectic Listener tells me to cum on his cock and I do. And, sometimes, if I'm lucky, I get to lick my juices off of him before he explodes in my mouth. I love him pushing my hair out of my face so he can watch me take all of him in. My cheekbones standing out from me sucking so hard. He grabs my hair and I moan with him still in my mouth.

I feel that familiar wetness between my thighs and, I have to indulge.

Masturbation.

Is it still taboo?

For women at least, I believe it is. It's the thing we discuss openly only after too many glasses of wine, and the inhibitions have slowly disappeared in a Cabernet haze.

And then, many times, the conversation is limited to "Do you do it?" "Do you use a vibrator?" Or, "I USED to do it. When I was single." That last line I don't believe a bit. I haven't been single in two years, but I still double-click my mouse.

It is a stress reliever for me to be able to bring myself to orgasm. I enjoy doing it. Sometimes it's quick. I just need to relieve tension and I can get myself off in about a minute. But, other times, I drag it out. I bring myself near climax and stop. Bring myself to near climax again, and stop. Do this until I can't take it anymore, and finally, I allow myself to cum, and my fingers are drenched in my own wetness.

That's my fave.

I love it when I have the time to develop a fantasy in my mind. Lately, it has been OMFG and I 69ing. Since, this is still something I have never tried, it makes for perfect fantasy. I keep thinking back to him saying to me, "Think of how I could get in there." He is so forward sometimes with what he wants to do with me, and it turns me on like crazy. So, I'll start with thinking of him saying that. Then, I imagine feeling his tongue probing in and out of me while I suck on that perfect dick of his. Just thinking about it now is getting me wet. I can imagine my hands touching his strong legs, feeling our bodies against eachother, both of us in utter ecstasy. Imagining these things makes me rub my legs and the outside of my pussy lips. When I am ready, I slip my finger inside and find my clit to be hard. It feels electrifying when I touch it and I work myself to orgasm by slowly massaging it with my middle finger. I take my time, and when I am ready, I cum. HARD. And, usually, fall asleep after.

I believe masturbation and a relationship shouldn't cancel each other out. The fact that I understand how my body works, and what I like in bed, makes me a better lover. Most of my girlfriends that admit to me that they don't touch themselves have fairly boring sex lives and aren't great lovers. I know this because, unfortunately, alot of their partners complain to me. It's funny, my friends all know I am very open when it comes to sex, so I hear every one's dirty laundry. I don't mind helping though, even if that makes me the whore of the group.

And honestly, what guy doesn't get turned on by seeing a girl touch herself? Men, I want to know, if your girlfriend saw you undressing and was so turned on she HAD to slip her hand inside her panties and touch herself, wouldn't you be turned on?

My guess, is YES.